These days I do not have to write anything, in fact, do not want to write, I update this blog post, my Digest, is a real sense of personal digest, to me was a turning point, it switched my internal log, I put it into one place, be regarded as a farewell of their own past, which will continue during these experiences inspire me, and thank you!
for the time being to make a summary 2010-03-04 00:26
I Today, firing a number of articles a log, not what purpose, before these words are actually written some of my contrived, of course, one of this privacy is a more personal letters, was the time I am in the army base since Ed Tuolei thin margins and no foundation is enrolled in military school, my family was afraid I would be a person in the army of thought that the resulting burden and psychological burden, So pen to paper to write a letter to me a long letter, I read a little too worked up after my family back, and the content is, we can see, all hearts true feelings, even if it is only at the time will not extend to today, I do not care about this fact.
today when I was playing the computer has sorted out once before a series of Chenhuo, so I only log on in my school issue , and reading the object I do not do hard limit, but some people I think he could not Duoshao meaning and charm school, because we are not old school in a study lived with a classmate friends, some things you do not know everyone's experience is varied.
since I published it, and would not you guess, some of my former students is certainly able to read and choose not to see, I have my freedom, they also have their view, this does not interfere with each other and influence.
words to say to this, and then went on to say about from a platform near the mind, before the ignorant conservative, I am not aware of any school closure, it is not like all networks, this is one of my classmates after I retired to my proposal, he said the school useful, I adopted the recommendations of students, then I also opened up, some time I really want to cancel it, in fact I do not want to do a turn, so must, after all, it still has some use value , so off I let it linger to the present, then I think it will not be much of the development of the bar, but I will keep it alive, not kill it in the cradle.
parent-child book 2010-03-03 23:47
his dear parents, adults:
see the letter better! letter from home I have ever read from beginning to end, the love child of the cut, well-intentioned, I can from experience. It does not feel made me ponder and remember.
I have high hopes for the family's military examination results to make your experience of it is a disappointment, I feel ashamed to face you. However, this is for I am concerned, I am fully able to calm, to look frankly out of this accident. This state of mind is perhaps in the armed forces in such an environment and atmosphere, the experience in the subtle process of the formation and shape, which is also its own soldiers a little harvest it since.
for military service, my attitude is clear and firm, like any social crisis for the central government and the international situation, issued an official statement consistent position. I know you want me to soldiers, including my own when Bing biggest wish or hope that my purpose is to obtain the military, read a four-year university degree in order to make up the problem, then get a decent job. It is true that the way to become useful for this, including me, no doubt many passionate young people a way out, but this is not the only way out, or way out, not that say this for self-comfort, but the courage to face the reality and the courage to take responsibility. boomerang worth mentioning, the consequences proud, whether it is better not only themselves to blame, disgrace. law of the jungle, survival of the fittest, this is a rule, but in this increasingly competitive environment is not fair society, the key is to have an optimistic, brave, positive attitude, but also be superior to others, and skill, which is the basis for survival and basic. There are some very attractive title of the book inspirational eye, such as feel these books can be inspiration to others, but not very useful to me because of my attitude and state has always been very optimistic and positive, I need not go too much to read these books, I remember that when you take the My Cheese As said this, simply go on, from my own point of view, I am lacking is an accumulation of ancient culture and heritage. of course, not all ancient quality, but also a lot of waste, which must have a unique perspective , selected to read to learn. In my opinion today, when the study reached a certain level and extent of completely self-taught, learning process. Mencius had a saying Apply the wisdom of Mencius said . at least skeptical to scholarship, to get to the bottom, check it out, learning be suspect, not only try, which should be to make people understand a little common sense. Admittedly, the teacher of such a thing and problems, we father and son or between the views and opinions are divided, it is hardly surprising, social development, reform and opening up a few years, our generation thought a change and then change, teachers are not set in stone, said to the smaller, which There is also a problem of ethics that at least today, than the teachers in your eyes I see the teacher to imagine more than a reality. including one when I was studying and I sit, I reviewed this year in the tutorial, I am the teacher's attitude is clear and fair, that is, into two, not biased or not worship. I'm one, I think there is a problem many teachers, the quality or did not have the ability to ability not the quality of a few, I even Which never really like the teacher to respect and love as a good friend, mentor this is only an irrelevant rhetoric, which is why I left school, not with who taught me that teachers contact and exchange. That year, I read in a liberal arts classes, I still have some of the students among the prestige and self-confidence, including men and women in those top-notch academic students before, I can not and will not always ashamed, or belittle. that only when you over-value my results, I hope you too much emphasis has been placed. At that time, I know very well, with the level I was in the state and it is very difficult to read a good university, for numerous universities in general are varied, I would rather give up. there is a proverb is before the. you remember, I have to go to Beijing test, then despite the failure, but I look away. At that time in Beijing, I had the honor to visit a few of the prestigious university, I was alone into the Peking University campus, I secretly said to myself, maybe I do not have the opportunity to come to this place a hundred years this prestigious school and further studies, but at least alive, the endless pursuit of learning and feelings. then and now for some sort of test art school way, most high schools still engage in the assault-style muddle through, delusions through short-term intensive training will be able to go to college, then common enough on this for a bit too ideal for students, is tantamount to wishful thinking. I am that one people go to Peking University to distance the visual impact and feeling a lot, I was a strong personal feel of a culture deep foundation is the work atmosphere and into the charm of natural and artistic conception, can not be copied and quick, and I understand from , Whatever you do should have a passion for the country Looking at the world of open horizons, it also has to emulate my feelings from this.
in many areas, obviously we Shouguang is difficult to reconcile with Beijing Shanghai's International comparable cities, which is why we Shouguang pregnant with beauty and outstanding people, many outstanding people have chosen where to find favor in a foreign land thousands of miles away, They created a very good platform and the stage, easy to display their talent and expertise to play. home is good, but who face a comfortable working environment without wavering?
in some issues and things, I have my views and ideas, and naturally also the practice of self passed away. Today, I left school for some time, did not obtain a military school, lives in the fate of these seemingly related matter, I release but move forward. in one, tell the truth as teachers, the students like me there have not been more respected and dedicated help. Of course, there is one point which is related to the teacher's personal interests, and I really think they are related. I one time, I secretly resolved to I am in the literary achievements in one day on the road so that they will be very ashamed! since I not do math, I can engage in literary thing; since I learn English, I learn the language, OK? fact I have a control of others in the school's feeling, mainly in terms of ideology, not behavior. you know, when I am in school never had any gross negligence, and no intention of disrupting the order of classroom discipline and teaching attempt, but added that it is too late a few times true. Compared to other students, they have their ideals, I have my own direction. may be confused and hard the road may seem, there is no way that the world is the broad road, the road not all people come out of you, Life is not a brilliant step by step are accumulated, step by step created? There is no ambition at least not discouraged, not happy, but also reassuring to work at least, not when I see other people will think of his disappointment brilliant! You know fifties passed, you may be old like me, they have their own thoughts and actions, but untimely, carrying too much burden, not very good family environment, social conditions are also not allowed, so you forced to miss a lot of valuable things and rare opportunity to experience your life this generation than we were rich and heavy, long and hard. tell the truth, this generation of people in your story a lot of the suffering of the body, enough to write several masterwork. but today I do not want to hear your story, this is not forgetting, I just want to know you are frustrated, the face appears to contrast with what I am today without the light of day more suffering in life, you What is a state of mind? your motivation? And if your idea of active and effective practice suggests that you? sometimes a lot of sense so long as you can, and sometimes no need to tell the details, you know I do not usually more than words , together with you before this is demonstrated by the low-key and quiet? no matter what you have achieved the social status, this is a credit to your hand. I'm with you, this generation is completely different now, I have only our This is an ordinary member of generation, but I never determined what will be my future, and as long as no nada, I will be satisfied as long as the displaced. You are at too many things too much reason to understand after , the energy and effort devoted to my children's growth and progress, beyond reproach, poor parental love, parental love child, compared with the total far-reaching!
I want to say is that you succeed in life I can understand the feelings of our blood family is eternal, how can we raise to be indelible grace and disappear? on your honor gains and losses, I did not say anything, but I'll keep that in mind. In fact, I have been trying, I the future is full of optimism in all, I can calmly face what happened. I just jumped out of the shackles of a circle, with the extraordinary way in the growth and progress, the better things, in fact, I wanted to look at open to look too far, I have in mind and pursue their own goals, I understand that as long as you can. Also, I am doing is in fact weaknesses, since the Advantage, we should not avoid the edge, have the ability to hard-edged to cut-coming out ahead, rather than walk away, stand by. Li Bai's poem: The great ambition there, Ji Yun-Fan economic sea. there is a God has created me for something. In fact, now I rarely go to these lines motivate myself, but I was doing things with passion, calm, cool the enthusiasm. think twice, resourceful, panic!
people always want to mature, or always will mature, I do not want to have to good time averages. a individuals will eventually be psychological and physical health and social communication and exchange, rather than tolerance and acceptance has been with the school. out of high school, I did not go to college, that does not mean I will lose at the finish line, would love to fight win the last two years now, I would not worry about the outcome at this point, or more harm than good. In other words, another a two-year or more later after I come back the other hand, the choice today, so I can be objective and fair evaluation words and deeds. In two years, and you have to see me and the advantages compared to their peers who more obvious. In fact, I thought to myself to create a higher platform, to develop a higher goal to pursue, at this point, I was beyond the geographical and time limitations. including my writing, in fact, writing is a seemingly insignificant but very clearly the ability of the actual quality of writing is not equivalent to exam essays, writing must have their own wisdom and style, or is the pick up, other people's footsteps, the result is dull and cold surprise. In this regard, until now, I did not get a true sense of what the so-called teacher's instructions or, sometimes, writing is supposed to be a perception instead of transcended himself and personality, he just does not come to force is force, then one need not mention the teachers, and I despise them. as if they despise me but little-known sense of the word to call them on in the classroom teacher students. went today, my way is my own come over, not by how much and about the role of external factors. I was in the Army, including the performance of the company officers are being recognized and yes, I feel them there is also worthy of note. just force a particular environment and atmosphere for me, has limitations, and I am only a passing, do not have words to do. Otherwise, you have a good first impression on the troops and perfect understanding of also extends to stroke with my point of disappeared. I can only tell you, not your imaginary forces so beautiful, is not as bad as I have described, the distinctive characteristics of military forces and code of conduct Only the parties most clearly, at best, you just bystanders, bystander at this point is the lack of logic and unworkable. It is the reason I do not want Tougao Xianzhubaoduan those of many fraud report only makes me feel good and reports far from reality. fuss sometimes like to do, like clean government, to have moral integrity and righteousness, it is necessary, I would rather have clean hands, not willing to follow the crowd, that's not my personality. you in the news, in newspapers and magazines seen several negative news about the troops? force is the people's army, soldiers are the people's army does not leave, while the real phenomenon of false and problems of ordinary people are the bottom line I do not know which, naturally, never felt. In this regard, I only poorly understood, but not unknown. The higher the longer the military service of soldiers more clearly understand the hidden secrets of which they can better understand why any woman only, and they might become the military leaked secret, the consequences are very serious!
including the military exam, before I only prepared in accordance with their own situation, my idea is as you used to prepare both their words and deeds of a red heart, I did not think this way fulfilled, some to my surprise, instant success is not achieved easily self-defeating, or serve more practical down to earth, so in some things I have all the more calm and quiet, I'm not anxious for the premise that intimate knowledge, not meaningless to go complaining to nonsense, to be taken for granted. When a person is able to grasp their own, from start to finish mastering the direction expected result is of course just around the corner comes!
concerning my novel and then talk about Before that, including now, I have not put it as a task to complete, writing is very casual, is a natural emotional outpouring in the pen, instead of deliberately seeking and complacency, which is not for me pressure at all, for good, without regret. I was writing it, in fact, not a long time, spent a few days, and this is my attractions. included in the examination, some people with a hours to complete one than this essay, I used half the time, also written striking literary grace enough, this is life, and writing some of the gap, that was not, I still have time on it again in the toilet paper copy again, bring out the examination room, reserved for future used for other purposes. Obviously, other people do not like me the strength and taste. this is beside the point. I know in writing before the first man, this show will work, humane care generational high, known loud, Yilaomailao's not a waste of ink that their merits and demerits of the. young man the best, Houshengkewei, dynamic, brilliant, obvious among the younger generation, Han, Guo best. I have my consideration, I think I should have a social responsibility hh
Well, being written here. bless his family good health and good luck.
son Paul Business
2008/7/26
Veteran reflections 2010-03-03 19:36
a few days, will take off this uniform body, leaving the beloved company and dear comrades, the hearts of nostalgia and sadness and loneliness.
today as A retired veteran is about to have the opportunity to stand here in the face of so many distinguished heads and two years of his comrades in daily life freely, to talk about his own mind, I feel very honored.
two years, time flies Military twinkling of an eye is about to leave, the day bit by bit interleaving, leave the most beautiful real memory. Looking back on my own footsteps two years, my heartfelt emotion: worthwhile military service, no regrets! rewarding, learning a The into! tempered, something!
two years ago, I drive with the heroic mood, but it is revealing the face Sentimental expression, chose to bring pen Congrong. into the camp, the heart spontaneously out of impassioned , high-spirited feeling. entering the camp, I felt something mysterious and military heart of curiosity. Now I still remember was the day I first entered the camp, that time in my mind forever freeze on December 12, 2006 day, there is the life of me deeply recruits team, team recruits for my life, my interpretation is: transition, transformation, understanding, and honor, and mission. this short time, I should say benefit, you can my military career for two years it lay a great tone. Now many had been a soldier or a military uniform are still in the body of veterans, comrades, honest heart, often living on their own recruits impressed, and perhaps this is stems from the respect of recruits squad leader, ability to continuously improve the quality of self-recognition and affirmation, and gratitude for the military life and the sentiment gradually.
team recruits the end, I ushered in the true sense of military life, It is now plain when I look back and understand, it is after years of tough training period, I will send soldiers live up emotion, common saying is person a member, as a recruit, as a rising political consciousness of the soldiers, I think the hard training, lay the foundation is the key, the key to hard training is to constantly challenge ourselves to continuously adjust ourselves and should be said that some of the training days are boring, self-bound mentality will change, requiring self-adjustment, in this respect, my feelings and experiences is the need to find a suitable way to resolve vent depression and heart trouble, my approach is sped his pen, and I think this practice should be to promote the officers and men in the brigade, calligraphy Ye Hao, Ye Hao diary, a small notebook will be able to carry many of your feelings, so you come back later to see their own De Notes, the hearts of the feeling I think it would be very rich. from my counting when the recruits a rough calculation, I wrote an article about the various sports 20 million words, and now his comrades think that this nothing, does not , always emphasizes perseverance, to Insist, I think I gain is from constantly sum up and reflect on their own behaviors in which subtle changes in reflected self. In my personal growth and progress, the company cadres can not be separated their care and training, you also can not do without the correction and squad leader and his comrades to help.
Another point worth noting is that the brigade continued to improve hardware and software infrastructure to build a harmonious atmosphere and elegant good camp environment is can bring me the convenience of working and learning conditions, changes in the development of go with the flow, in fact, the majority of officers and men to provide a better ambience, which should make full use of it is, give full play to better performance. I say this, you should be able to rise to the resonance of his comrades, right /
the army two years, spent time in class schedule, worked at the company headquarters, but also obtained his military, and there have been evaluation of the merits, in the days of relatively hard I was able to overcome difficulties to overcome in the relatively stable environment, I kept the mood upbeat. calm and quiet stay in the barracks, laughing look at the future of life. For me personally, in the second year, as a were old comrades, I work at company headquarters during the days, and before and after the test in this year's Military Academy, give me a greater impact personal growth and progress, the role of far-reaching.
at the company headquarters, I was as a messenger, I and the other Two squad comrades, co-ordination, understanding of work, and I learned a lot from them, but also allow yourself to become more mature in this period, there are many opportunities to exercise his own writing, but also to consolidate its own scientific review cultural knowledge, work experience is also in the process of doing little things constantly accumulated.
cultural trip there this year, I cram in the study period, we have a battalion stationed in the Three Realms, together with my comrades, including five into the tutorial learning experience during this period, deepened my understanding of unity and self-discipline, even though the final get the job, but get the job without losing the blog, I still remember the learning opportunities. In my studying, my instructor through training opportunities, to see us five comrades, he said he saw the self-confidence from my face, I felt as a soldier after 80 people in my personal trust and responsibility, which is commanders and soldiers who were a microcosm. take my personal experience, I live in such a company, the feeling of home to even my master, to participate in all manner harmonious environment is the growth of each soldier fertile soil. I also believe that each of the old army comrades leaving his military career in retrospect, there will be a lot of emotion and unforgettable things, let it remain forever in my heart, or sentence: Veterans do not fade! Although the development path of each and every comrade different, but the starting point should be said that the company is good. As a veteran, we will have a've been is not about the outcome of courage.
I am about to leave as a Force veteran, where I develop my company specifically to the 152-day road a thanks, and I also specifically to my company to make some recommendations: the company will never be passed along the good tradition; to those who have made the construction company outstanding contributions to the gay name is forever recorded in the register; in strengthening the construction of a knowledge-based camp, give full play to the company's own advantages, to both old and new, combining old and new, to learn scientific and cultural knowledge, to master a skill.
I am also about to become the new old comrades comrades say something from the heart: to grasp that they can grasp, cherish their own we have now is just normal pregnant dealing with people, work training for living and learning, hold a warm and sincere!
Finally, I wish artillery brigade of the construction of military training and flourishing, and wish for a harmonious development of business, a better tomorrow!
Meditations 2010-03-03 19:34
what age, what kind of mind, what kind of pursuit of what kind of feeling.
the saying goes: one soil to raise one person. home of a person's mind will be very heavy feeling, or occupies an important position, far from home , can not help but be recalled the old hometown, where most past and haunted pro. > Frankly, the beginning of my homeland is not in my mind how intuitive feelings, nor how strong and lasting impact and influence, in my view then, it's just a piece of the map area, but I'm just fortunate Growth in this beautiful land, not feel so proud, is not so proud, this is the most primitive childhood, the most realistic feel, most of these feelings and focus on the ignorant childhood, entertain is was the theme of children's favorite toy is the pursuit, and who would really go to Tracing the source of inquisitive to ask to go home and cultural characteristics of the regional style, for a child not old enough to run? but over the subtle With the home being blamed for the infection and infiltration of culture, such as home language, this is the best proof. a guest home, accent do not change, I think that the home is still in the hearts of everyone.
dew from the White tonight , is home next month. I feel like a little girl in my hometown, I grew up in the beginning, the beginning of her development, not too many features and brilliant, dull boring, time goes by and the opportunities come, little girl grow up to ten old age, suddenly change the Yen, which in turn is endless love, go, go for screen was palpable. I love the home I have lived from the familiar environment and atmosphere of the recollections and nostalgic, recalling and love.
I quite like Zhongyan Tears. Results. home situation, how touching and gratitude for what is not?
army has been one year, during this period, often a letter from home and the telephone exchange, the words between the parents is more comfort and encouragement, care and support Although the language seems euphemism strokes and deep as much as possible, and I am still deeply realize the love and care of parents, the old couple's exhortations that they make me feel warm and full of energy. parental care and thought, I grew up progress. army outside, can not forget that he is a soldier, is the Republic of loyal guards, can not forget their sacred mission and responsibility, but also can not forget the house parents and hometown crowd, the previous past can stay in the memory, can significantly Now the pictures can also be written into the diary, but the parents and some strangers when people send me to join the army scenes that made me have to move. For a moment there I really want to leave, my heart sour. < br> I hope I expressed in the armed forces carry out their duties, dry out their own performance, worthy of the selection of the motherland and the people, worthy of the cultivation of his alma mater, but also worthy of the trust and support between friends! really, my own selection did not regret it, I can be proud of a PLA soldier, my classmates think that I have chosen military service and entered the university campus, compared to pursue advanced studies more harm than good, and I can assure you that I own my choice Select the truth, I have a choice selection of the harvest! did not go to college does not mean not learning, into the barracks does not mean standstill and unambitious. Force is a big school, but also a melting pot, and only through force Exercise can be tempered into a steel train. This year, the armies of a hit TV series theme, Here I talk about why the abnormal hot drama, why would the audience and never lost their appeal. After all, TV is not real life, but in real life the soldiers in the drama and classic shape with a deep reflection, not consciously make between It will re-examine our Republic after the soldiers, how they are a bunch of sincere feelings and defend the motherland, the steel man named An Ningxiang and the loyal guards?
clearance between the passage of time Storm Shadow,, at the cusp of Who Controls? I knew I was a very sentimental person, late at night sometimes recall their past, nostalgia is a summary of their review, looking forward to the prospect of self is described. In high school, my language teacher helped me a lot, which affected deep. in their prime when the high-spirited, pointing Jiangshan, Jiyangwenzi.
high school three years, I truly feel the atmosphere and feel the high school and learning environment, I attended high school is the best high school there mm Shouguang one, even in the province are among the best in each of the students attracted by an endless stream, continuously, in such a highly competitive school full of learning, not quitting brave victory of courage and self-confidence, how to harvest? here I learned to adapt to competition and survivor, learned tolerance and fraternity, the teachers of my influence is deep and wide.
face of life's first big test, can not say I failed, but stresses less vigorous, less brilliant, from their own ideals and objectives are still a lot of distance, so I had another life choice. ambitious, unrealistic expectations is not my reflection, struggle solidarity. Let me gain my alma mater, the knowledge, strong many friends. alma mater is the mentor of the park, his alma mater, memorable and unforgettable Shien!
I still remember a female student presented to me the sentence: life is not interest rates more than struggle. Yes, no matter when and where to live, but also in terms of jobs and schools which achieve or embody valuable self-worth, hard struggle, courage, leading to a person ...
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